Well, even though she didn’t tell me she was over 11 weeks pregnant my gf has just had a miscarriage. Happened last night during dinner, complained about a headache and stomach cramps, I thought she was coming down with a stomach bug or something….
So she went upstairs and then decided to sit in a bath of hot water, she was in there for over an hour, so thought best to go and check…. Obviously she knew what had happened. I didn’t, in fact I had no idea at first why she was crying on the toilet, and the bath looked – well… yuck..!!
So, hospital let her out early this morning, I can’t sleep even though she is at the moment asleep, which will be the drugs they gave to relax her…
No idea why she didn’t tell me she was pregnant, sure she’d have known. I know we had no plans to have kids, can’t help but feel a little upset though. Both for it’s a sad loss, and why she didn’t tell me?
Feelings are confused…… Really don’t know what to think, not too sure its actually sunk in….. I looked at her before writing this, looking at her asleep, and not too sure if I should feel angry or cry.. Why couldn’t she tell me? She must’ve known?
I really should try and get some sleep.... Guess I'm just a bit, well confused and restless, too much on my mind... and I need to keep an eye on her. In case she needs something when she wakes up..
So she went upstairs and then decided to sit in a bath of hot water, she was in there for over an hour, so thought best to go and check…. Obviously she knew what had happened. I didn’t, in fact I had no idea at first why she was crying on the toilet, and the bath looked – well… yuck..!!
So, hospital let her out early this morning, I can’t sleep even though she is at the moment asleep, which will be the drugs they gave to relax her…
No idea why she didn’t tell me she was pregnant, sure she’d have known. I know we had no plans to have kids, can’t help but feel a little upset though. Both for it’s a sad loss, and why she didn’t tell me?
Feelings are confused…… Really don’t know what to think, not too sure its actually sunk in….. I looked at her before writing this, looking at her asleep, and not too sure if I should feel angry or cry.. Why couldn’t she tell me? She must’ve known?
I really should try and get some sleep.... Guess I'm just a bit, well confused and restless, too much on my mind... and I need to keep an eye on her. In case she needs something when she wakes up..