A weird request but if any of you reach that low point in your life where suicide seems the only solution then please leave an explanation note.
My family are still grieving the fact that my 23 year old nephew took his life and nobody has a clue why.
The day before he had a party for his son, in the evening they had a party for the adults and there are some amazing happy pictures of him.
He got up Sunday morning, saw his wife off to work, got the hoover & polishing stuff out, casually went upstairs and put his favourite England shirt on and then hung himself from the attic. The first rope broke and he got another.
His Mum (my Sister In Law) bought his son home, shouted him and walked upstairs where she found him and I still get upset about what no Mother should ever see.
No explanation, nothing