Soldato
Been in the same situation mate, too many times, was crazy about one girl, and buggered that up after she started treating me just as a friend which I got naffed off at.
but out of the 3 following relationships they all started well, but 2 of them there was either no spark to begin with, or the spark fizzled out, the third one however was a nut job which we won't go into, all of them let me play games, even played games with some of them, bedroom antics aside, they would all have been great in their own ways (except the nutter). But once you get to the point where you're doubting the relationship, unless you can snap yourself out of it and realise what you've got vs what you want, you're just going to talk yourself into ending the relationship whether you want to or not, or you'll start acting out and passively aggresively make her miserable till she calls an end to it, which by the sound of it, she wouldn't anyway.
good luck, it sucks and is a story I know all too well, thus I'm currently sorting my own little world out before joining someone elses
but out of the 3 following relationships they all started well, but 2 of them there was either no spark to begin with, or the spark fizzled out, the third one however was a nut job which we won't go into, all of them let me play games, even played games with some of them, bedroom antics aside, they would all have been great in their own ways (except the nutter). But once you get to the point where you're doubting the relationship, unless you can snap yourself out of it and realise what you've got vs what you want, you're just going to talk yourself into ending the relationship whether you want to or not, or you'll start acting out and passively aggresively make her miserable till she calls an end to it, which by the sound of it, she wouldn't anyway.
good luck, it sucks and is a story I know all too well, thus I'm currently sorting my own little world out before joining someone elses
