I'd like to say that its perfectly normal......but to be honest I dont think I've met anyone that felt the way you did about the CBT. Most people love it - sure, they're a bit nervous - but the whole worrying none stop about what damage you might do to yourself if you crash is, well, a little unusual.
The advice above is pretty good - just take it onto some quiet roads or just round the block. Maybe you just get extra nervous when people are watching you and it will all click when you're out by yourself. Or maybe you're just not a thrill seeker or risk taker and consider ultimate safety to be your priority, in which case bikes probably aren't for you.
Sounds like you've got a great wife though - I wish mine would surprise me with a brand new bike on the drive!
The advice above is pretty good - just take it onto some quiet roads or just round the block. Maybe you just get extra nervous when people are watching you and it will all click when you're out by yourself. Or maybe you're just not a thrill seeker or risk taker and consider ultimate safety to be your priority, in which case bikes probably aren't for you.
Sounds like you've got a great wife though - I wish mine would surprise me with a brand new bike on the drive!